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hey everyone, i know i haven't updated in a long time but i have been busy lately, what with my uncle's funeral and school and everything. School is going pretty good, i like most of my classes. but, i have a question for anyone that cares enough to read this. okay, i have this person that used to be one of my 3 best friendsm but we have grown apart and i kind of hated him for awhile, because of some things he said or didn't say for that matter, but recently he's started talkin to me again and i have started missing him. what should i do? sould i just tell him i miss him or...? i dunno, which is why i asked, lol. well i hope to hear some suggestions from you guys. bye
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[07 Apr 2005|12:55pm] |
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hey, yeah, i have decided that i don't need sleep, since by bein on the crew makes me get home around 11 and i don't get to sleep until around midnite or 1! lol, o well, it is fun! hey, you should ALL come on thursday @ 7:30, friday or saturday @ 8, cuz it is seriously gonna rock! it is(in my opinion) WAY better that Our Town and is worth seein, u will laugh ur asses off. well, mabye not, but it's funny! tics are 12$ but it is good. Rehearsals are AMAZING!!! we have soo much fun and i get to just goof off with katie, nicole, eric,jake,steve and sum otha ppl. EVERYONE on cast and crew are awesum! well, except for Nick(he hates me, and is annoyin) yeah well, my parents and lil bro. are away for like a week and a half and my older brother told ME that we should have a party with ALL of our friends! lol i love him! hehe, well, the bell rang so i g2g, ttyl bye!
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| layout and banner help? |
[05 Jan 2005|06:59pm] |
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I am on the stage crew!! YAY!! |
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can someone help me? i have a kewl layout 4 now, but i am trying to find a better one. I also would like a kewl friends only banner. ANY help will be awesum! thnkxxx!<333sarah
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| a poem i just wrote...i need title suggestions and opinions on the poem. THANKS!:) |
[09 Dec 2004|07:14pm] |
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Hidden Secrets
If you only knew how I feel,
we all have problems, even me,
but I just can't help it,
I can't hide my feelings,can't you see!
When you are hung up on her,
it makes me feel so small,
I want you to finally see,
that you're the one I want to call!
I need you to know,
that I truely, truely care,
noone else makes me feel lyk you do
you talk to me, and you're always there!
I need you in my life,
you are a great,great friend,
but I have to let the truth out,
that's not all I want of us in the end!
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[23 Nov 2004|05:21pm] |
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I want to find MY someone! i want to find that inspiration, that one person i can always count on, to know they'll be there! Now, i am not sayin i deserve it, i am not that arrogant, but i need someone to listen, to notice, to CARE!!!! Every1 needs that, especially in these troublesome teenage years, where all ppl. care about is superficial. Now, i am not saying there aren't non-superficial ppl. out there, it's just... i haven't met any(guys, i have a BUNCH of awesum girl friends lyk that, but let's face it, they are no replacement). I want to feel that warmth, i want the deep hole in my heart to heal. I want to tell ppl. i am happy and mean it, to actually SMILE for real for the first time in my life. I need this so i can be me, so i can be confident in myself. i need sum1 who actually understands me! So i don't just "scoot on by" in life. When i see all these happy couples in love, it makes me somewhat scared to think i might never find MY someone, and that i might never have my own kids to teach all this to.
Mend my broken smile
<333 Sarah
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| survey thingy i stole from john, post answers as comments! |
[14 Nov 2004|03:36pm] |
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a mix cd with simple plan, good charlotte, NFG, AFI,etc. |
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression of me?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When was the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
What Would You Do If:
I cried?
I said I liked you?
I kissed you?
I stole something?
I was hospitalized?
I ran away from home?
I got in a fight and you were there?
What Do You Think of My:
Personality?
Eyes?
Face?
Hair?
Clothes?
Voice?
Humor?
Choice of Music?
Mannerisms?
Family?
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[12 Nov 2004|07:14pm] |
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Thriller, then Godsmack! |
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hey guyz, i haven't updated in lyk 4EVA!!! typical me, but neways... yah, i got "laid-off" from my babysitting job, but i can still go bac once and a while wen they need me.
So yah, on friday me and ash invited lyk 12 ppl. to come to the movies and out to eat but NO ONE else could come, it was still AWESUM tho!! we went to the mall and ate these chicken wrap thingys at Chick-fil-a and ash's kept fallin apart so she gave up and ate it with a fork, then we were walkin around the food court and there was a baby(well actually it was a toddler) and she was walkin faster than us!! LMFAO!!! it was sooo funny, we kept laughin! and then we went to see the Grudge, it was AWFUL, we were laughin through the WHOLE thing!!!
But... yah, my dad left on monday and i cried!! i can't wait till he's out here permanantly, which won't be till spring but wat can i do about that?! on the brighter side, my big bro. came home 4 good, he was out helpin my dad in Idaho, but he's bac!!! YAY!!! i was gonna take my lil bro. to chuckee cheese's with a few friends for his b-day and x-mas, but it would be too expensive so IDK... yah, so, that's about it, can't think of much else to say... so, <333 leave one, lata!!!!
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[23 Oct 2004|09:07pm] |
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i am watchin the game 4 once!! hehe, not that i am not a fan, i jus haven't had time to watch them. i am goin to this Greek festival thing tom. with my godmother, fun-fun. I am SOOOOOO happy cuz my big bro. and dad are comin home in lyk 9 days!!! YAY!!!! i miss them sooooo much!!!!
School is pretty good, only this guy i kinda lyk who i thought lyked me too has been ignoring me lately!!! and i gave a HORRIBLE presentation in acting, i brought my photo album and coulda brought my poem book becuz it woulda been easier to talk about but... o well! i am kinda wonderin wen this makeover is gonna happen, cuz we're both really busy and things keep coming up, so alyssa if u see this and wanna comment about it, then please do. ya, sooo i am runnin outta things to say, so <333 lata!!
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[15 Sep 2004|07:49pm] |
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i am SOOOO nervous!!! i tried out for the school play today!! the audition was nerve-racking @ first but ended up being really fun!!! i di d 3 scenes and i did one of them as a man!!! it was hilarious!!! i really want a part!!!! I want either Emily or Mrs. Soams or Mrs. Webb, but ne of them would rock!!! ok, well that's all that is exciting today, bye 4 now! <33333333 sarah ~~~~ok well ppl. plz comment !!!!!~~~~
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[10 Sep 2004|08:36pm] |
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John's gonna make me a layout, yay!!!!!!! i <3 u John!!! but that is totally random, anyways, i read my comments today and saw that Alyssa comented, i was disturbed by it becuz i reallized how big of a fuckin bitch i can be,lol. I would jus lyk to say that i have changed as have most every1 else and i am sorry Alyssa for being such a bitch back then(in fact come to think of it i was prob. PMS'ing) but that doesn't excuse my words, i didn't mean them directly to u, i was just jealous! I was looking for a reason to hate u, becuz i was sad and mad at the world!I am sorry for taking that pain out on u! why do ppl. have to be so shallow!!! damn!!! I know this won't make much of a difference, and I am not asking u to be my friend or nething or forgive me, but just to hear me out and consider it. ok well this is getting kinda long, and i am repeating a lot of wat i said, so i will jus go regret my stupid fucking entry , so ok, bye i guess!
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| BOYS!!!!! ugh!!! and then there's Alyssa |
[15 Jul 2004|05:00pm] |
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Today was kinda boring cuz i am babysitting, but it was good until.... John is being a jerk!!!! how could i have ever thought i was his friend!!! obviously i was wrong!! i mean, i know he was "jus kiddin" but still, friends don say mean things bout each otha!!! u know, now that i think about it, a lot of signs were hinting that he didn't lyk me, but i was too blind to see it!!!! I mean he didn't even add me to his friends list!!!
y don't ppl like me?! y do ppl have to be sooo shallow, just bcuz i am not good looking doesn't mean i have a bad personality!!!! i jus wish ppl would give me a chance!! they don even know how much it hurts, how many nights i just cry myself to sleep!!
I finally found out y Alyssa hates me sooo much, it's becuz i am nice(too nice!!) i mean that is just pathetic!!! she obviously needs a life!! and an attitude adjustment!! Every1 hates her(especially me!!!) She was acting lyk suchhh a s-l-u-t at the grad dance!!! i mean i don see how john can lyk her, ewwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!
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[23 Dec 2003|04:17pm] |
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YAY!! Christmas break is here and christmas is almost here.i hate jackie hoyt!!!!!!!!!! she is soooo mean to me!!!!!! i have to be partners wit her 4 our spanish project. y does every one hate me?I can't decide whether or not to get jon a x-mas present or not. i have this adorable puppy stuffed animal that i was gonna give to him but i decided that it is too girlieish. I can't wait till x-mas!!! yay!!! well that is all 4 now, i'll write more lata when i can think of sumthing to write. bye 4 now! luv ya lotz!!
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